hoping for an evenrougher saturday

well, i made it through the week. work has honestly been kicking my ass for the past several days. damn those kids i work with. but, it is friday. and thats very good.

i didnt go out tonite. i have a full day tomorrow. drinking will start around 4. its beer golf. not real golf. the holes in this one consist of 9 bars in downtown fort worth. this should be good kids. im hoping to get tore up. i need it. anyway, my friends dont want to go because they dont drink beer. whatever. asses. so, ill go by myself. not that i wont know anyone. i will. but theyre my college friends. and i havent spoken to them since last years beer golf.

on a more serious note. can we please stop talking about the old lady and hp police? and other things that annoyed me today: steak n shake chargin me 1.30 extra for the bacon and cheese on a #2. bacon and cheese are standard on the #2. and another thing, a month ago, i wanted a jetta. several folks warned me against that purchase. one of those people, josen, gotn one today. hmmm. congratulations. and congratulations to me. i may have a second stalker. but, i am happy for him and his purchase of a vw. remember, your model was just recalled.

anyway, i added some items to the side bar. feel free to shop for me. and yes, i do realize that hedy, my stalker, will go after some of those items.

rough week...

ive had a crap week. and to make things worse, i just got done with this months details magazine. dissapointed. rob lowe is on the cover, with the caption, is anyone still watching? who cares! the article was as boring as the pictures. went on and on about the west wing. do they know who reads the magazine?! it was completely un-fabulouuuusss! (in a dame edna kinda voice) gq was crap too. with viggo on the cover. claiming hes still the king! the mag hit the stands shortly after hidalgo was released. they obviously didnt see the movie either. hes a good actor and deserves a break. very talented (please refer to crotch shots in the psycho remake). and im through with fhm.

all this didnt help my mood. ive been blah this week. thinking about houston. thats where my friend josen is from. houston. i dont know why, really. it seems like a dirty city. then again, i live in arlington. but it would be good to seek change. and ill be closer to mom and dad.

good things this week... hayden christen in shattered glass. my friend got his blog back up with a recap of his week in dc. he even did the protest on sunday! i also got my hands on a copy of the premiere issue of vman magazine. with the boy from van sant's elephant. worth checking out ladies and gentlemen. oh yea, and take note hedy...i just preordered the movie! so i got it first. stalker. and speaking of firsts, my friend prowl discovered a new band today. weezer! way to go. nerd. miss you! and finally, an open letter to my chic roommate...

my dearest boo-boo kitty-fuck,

im worried about you. how youre always wasted. this is my intervention! its time. youre such an alcoholic. and im worried about you being wasted in cancun. your track record shows, you looove mexican boys. (bring me one!) and i know the mescal will not help. this reminds me of your 21st birthday. when you were so drunk you fell asleep on the pottie! omg, the oc is on...

weekend update

ok, so things continue to be slow. but thats alright, cause i still have a few things to report on my stalker, hedy.

ok--so every time we talk now, i run for the notepad and pen. i need to note all the stalker-like chatter and things he may bring up. he didnt have much to say this time around. i dont believe it though. i am willing to make a bet hes prolly working on a fake id with my information and his picture. he brought up this presentation he had a couple of weeks ago. the class had to interview a professional working in corrections. he chose me. after he was done with his presentation, his instructor, who i also had the pleasure of having, told him that he remembered me being in the exact same spot making a very similar presentation. its sweet though. i think. a bit bizarre but it makes it all the more interesting. that is, until he comes around with a knife. then i wont think its all that good. hes now obsessed with my dsquared keychain. he wants one.

speaking of freaky, ot (off topic) news. my friend jess, i mean, josen called me on saturday. what a drunk! seriously. he is the unemployed one. well, soon to be employed. we hope. the important thing is he only calls when hes wasted. which makes me wonder about him. why do straight boys only call when theyre drunk? thats what i was thinking. thats what i thought at first, anyway. except, josen kept going on and going about shopping at macys. this guy is as gay as clifford's first movie.

anyway, nothing else happened this weekend. i did pick up two movies. punch drunk love and jay and silent bob strikes back. thats a note for hedy. im sure hell be wanting to make those purchases soon.

sigh

i'm bored already. with this. nothing is happening. i am starting to think hedy, my stalker, is slowing things down on purpose. either that or hes preoccupied with his new car. yeah, he recently got a new car. ABOUT TWO WEEKS AFTER I GOT ONE! he'll say he was in need but, i dont think so. hes just trying to keep with the cantuses.

i love my new explorer, altho it was not at all what i was looking for. things i had considered: a jetta, a honda accord, or a pick up (sierra or something like that). but my roommate, the purse-obsessed one. uhm, more specific, the female roommate, loved it. and i guess i did too. i digress. so hedy was in a serious fender-bender. glad hes okay. and needed a new car. so, guess what he considers??? honda, jetta, and i even think he may have mentioned a pick up. ends up with (drum roll)...a cavalier. something he wasnt even considering. dayum, you say? exactly!

see folks, im not crazy. he is after me! that, and, i need a haircut.

lets rock 'n' roll...

ok, so i sopke to hedra last night. i kinda needed the okay to continue with my idea for the site. i know, i should have done it with out him knowing, but i had to. after all, i do care for the guy. hes my apprentice.

anyway, during our phone conversation, hedy tells me about recent purchases he's made. okay, so he buys rules of attraction, a movie that i own, and party monster, a movie that i like. hmmmmm. and then he goes on to tell me about wanting that movie i like. which one, i asked. the one with ewan. velvet goldmine? no, the one about the dad, he says. oh! big fish. great movie to watch with your dad, btw. yea, he says, that one. you want that? i ask. yea, it looks cool. but you havent seen it? no, but itll be cool to own. so i thought, wow. creepy, isnt it?

he loves the things i love. no questions about it. and if i later hate it, then hes done with it too. several weeks back, i purchased some aussie bum briefs. way cool! but you know, the crotch in them, way to narrow and not at all a proper fit. so, uhm , he wanted some. no, i said. you will hate them. but theyre cool and im gonna get some, he said. fine-but he hates briefs. he only wears boxer briefs. right. i only wear briefs. guess what he buys now? exactly. so he makes the purchase. aussie bum undies. he hates them! the crotch is too narrow. he has got to be kidding!

according to expose, seasons change and people change

ok, so things havent been exactly jumpin jumpin on the site. im like a goldfish in a small bowl. i get easily bored. i'll blame it on the meds. anyway, things are changing. you know, i thought i had a lot to say. but i really don't. my life is lifeless a lot of the times. i could write bout my shopping adventures but then i would have to disclose the sale prices i pay for most things. i could write bout my friends. but how fun would it be writing/reading bout a bunch of sticks in the mud? so, ive decided on a new direction for this thing. sure, ill write about all the above mentioned things. but for my safety, i also need to record this guy's obsession with me. we'll call him hedy.



so my friend (pictured above), i'll call him HEDRA C., is totally obsessed with me. hence the name I will use, Hedra Carlson. Hedra, 'Hedy', is Jennifer Jason Leigh's character in Single White Female . Nutty! My friend is not crazy at all. Kinda cool actually. But he's got this thing. Becomes me more and more each phone conversation we have. Im 5 yrs older that he is and it's cute that I'm his 'mentor', but someone is about to take a leap over the nest. So I do CJ in college, and Hedra has now changed his major to Criminal Justice. I got my MPA, guess who wants that too? Oh yea, Ive shown interest in law school...guess who else may be studying for the lsat. Yeah. You get the picture. This Journal is more of record. In case i get hit over the head with a pair of Ben Sherman shoes, it was Hendra. And hes trying to totally steal my identity. He WIll Become Me! I know I can prove hes after my life, and my underwear and t-shirt collection.